Dont give up too soon,,,Don't hang on too long

This was the quoted aphorism from Tuesday with Morrie. Still my favourite read. There is so much wisdom in this small book that I don't understand if people don't read it.

Don't give up too soon, don't hang on too long?
I am just in between of giving up and hanging on? When to give up, when to hang on?What does it brings?

But I guess I am glad that life goes on or at least we made our lives go on as usual.
Kenneth msged me today cos' he was nearby and asked if wanna go back together.
Man...I miss Kenn.
His friendster's shoutout was,""once there lived a matchstick. one day, he scratched his head n died." I couldnt stop grinning to myself.
Anyhow it made me realised what's up with me and IT boys?Ha...But me and Kenn are just friends, it sure is different anyhow.

Yesternight, Jason messaged me a question that felt like pointing a pistol to my head.
He asked if I think I like that boy?
I took a while to answer. I didn't deny that I do not like him but again I couldn't point out what kinda feelings those are.
He said things would be much simpler if Ronald had appeared. He would step away and I will be happy. Things are so complicated now and everything seemed wrong.

Everything seem so wrong now.
I like to think...perhaps it is already all spell out.